Nevertheless

'What do you want?' sad voice echoed in the room. Room which was so small and empty that you'd never thought that there could live someone. But that was a fact. He was there. Living somehow. Without any kind of hope or fate. He was there with his wistful eyes.

'I..I..'

'Go away...I don't want you here' he stood there in his angle hold in his arms.

'But you gotta ... Gosh,why are you like that?I want to help you but you ... everytime you just... put off... everytime you ... just ...' tears blinked away my eyes. He said nothing. Just stared in the notingness.Empty gaze, that's everything that he'd offer ... but that was what he thought. Not me! I knew and still know... that he'd have usefull life if...

'GO!' he shouted at me.

'I won't!

'You will..as everybody...as everytime...as always!'

'No...not this time...I want to stay...for real!' I was standing far from him. But my trembled legs began moving. Then I reached him.

'Please...go...' he said softly.

'Ohhh,I understand...you want to be alone...here .. in this disgusting place. And for what? You want to waste your life...just like her' I knew that there was no need to say such a thing... but...I had to try.

'Do not say this ever again!Do you hear me?Do NOT do that again!!!' his anger was so obvious. And that hurt me truly.I just couldn't stop my tears.

'You're crazy!' my words were nothing,my thoughts,my actions ware nothing for him. My presence was nothing... And that was the worst thing of all in this cruel word. Then why i was still there?Why?

'No,i'm not! I am OKAY! Leave me alone...with my sadness!' he said and look straight into my eyes...Then I turned back and went away as he wanted...
But where i could go? Where...yeah...there where i was happy before...

One week later one bottle was floating into the water. Inside the bottle's a letter. Words were spread but the letter could be made up with no effort.

'Because always when someone repels us we want to keep that person near us...
Nevertheless,that this is impossible.'