Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Jin made me cry again


So here i am, it's 0330 am and i'm not sleeping, again. I was browsering around when i remembered that i haven't poseted a word in my lovely blog since some months and that's not good, cause i made a promise that i'll say 'hi' to my blog from time to time xD

Hmm, since i'm a little more regular in my LiveJournal i'm kinda speechless right now .,, i want to write,say something but don't really know what should i say.

These months which i haven't posted how i am and stuff, were full with events, emotions, meetings .,, Ou, i haven't mantioned that i went to the European Union's Parlament, right? Well, i was there. It was really interesting. I loved it. But i am not a politician and it was kind of strange. I was so proud of myself. Well, i should have been.

So, now when i went to EU's Parlament, now i want to go to Korea's ot Japan's. Haha, only in my dreams, i know .,, but hey, they're for free,right? So i'll keep dreaming.

Hm, my english is getting worse. I don't like that.
I used to be surer of my skills. But not any more.

I'm stressed.

I'm kind of sad. I said to myself that i won't care anymore. I won't, i know.
But when i here the song above [Akanishi Jin - Eternal] my tears roll down one after another. It's not because of Jin, because of the song .,, Actually, this song can make me cry everytime i hear it, it's so beautiful, emotional and .,, i don't know .,, and Jin's voice .,

Okay, i know i am a fangirl, so my dear blog, don't worry, i won't write anymore for now.

AKANISHI JIN - ETERNAL